Today is a very bad day. I hate this day. I don’t understand why some people make simple situation complicated. It’s just a simple procedure, can’t they understand? No one will be harmed during the procedure. What’s the point of arguing with me that the procedure is not important and has nothing to do with my situation. I don’t care if most of them say that we don’t need to have the procedure. What I know is the procedure is just to make sure that everything is okay.

But as some disagree on the idea, I guess I’ll leave the procedure behind. I’ll let them decide. If all procedures are done except the opposed procedure and the problem is still there, they will see. They would understand and would know how important it is to listen and follow orders. They would have regrets. I would not allow them to blame me for the wrong decisions I’ve done just because I’m too obedient. But the thing is, I’m always blamed on. It’s like – “You know that it is wrong, why did you still do it. It is your fault. Mine is only a suggestion. You are useless.” But on the time of the decision-making, it’s always - “You really think that you’re good enough to decide. You really are hard-headed, always misdoing things and a no brain. I know what’s better. Don’t be angry. I’m only suggesting. But you really have to do this and that. You really don’t know anything. You are useless.”

This is a continuous cycle. No stopping. I hope they would understand the way someone should understand it.

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I had a very busy Holy week!

April 2 to 4 (Mon to Wed)
At the office doing the “Big Change”

April 5 (Thu)
Early at the morning, went to Lipa with Nelson and Nelson’s brother. Nelson had to fix a surveillance camera on his cousin’s place. I brought Warren’s laptop to do work. But unfortunately, Nelson’s niece borrowed the laptop to play games. We also met and went to Mariciel’s house. Early afternoon we left Lipa.

April 6 (Fri)
I had my whole day at home to work.

April 7 (Sat)
Nelson, his mother, their Filipino-Chinese relatives and I went to some places to distribute wedding invitations of a relative. We had our lunch at Savory.

At the afternoon, Nelson dropped me at Starbucks Banawe. I brought the laptop to work there. It’s a very nice place to do programming there. I felt so comfy there. I ordered the Strawberry and cream frap tall size.

April 8 (Sun)
Nelson and I went to SM North Edsa Cyberpark at around 11:30 am to claim his Sun sim and mobile phones. He applied for two for his brother.

Then he told me that his brother wanted his daughters to be baptized. Well okay, that means that he is telling Nelson to tell me to help them and work on it. Now about the godparents, Nelson and I can’t be the godparents and so is their “favorite cousin”. They had used our names as the parents of their children. And they decided to make their “favorite cousin” as the godparents of their children! Parent na, godparent pa! Huli kaagad na nagsisinungaling! Ang pilit talaga ng isang tao dyan and ang kulit sinabi na ngang hindi puede! They just decided to put on the names of the real godparents of the children. They said they wanted to leave the Philippines and go back to China. They said they wanted their children to be Chinese citizen. Filipino citizen na nga yung bata, gusto pang iconvert to Chinese! And so, what’s the fucking reason they used my name and decided their children to be baptized! They have no money, how can they open a business in China. And they are only high school graduates, some are illiterates, and yung iba kumbaga sa Philippines eh galing pa sa bundok. Would they have earnings there compare to here? I guess not. Hindi sila mabubuhay ng gaya dito pag bumalik sila duon. Ang yabang talaga ng ibang tao dyan, wala namang ibubuga!

We went to Binondo Church that afternoon. When we arrived, one of the church office staff called my name. They still remembered me hahaha I don’t know why.

And then again, after the church, Nelson dropped me at Starbucks to work.

I hadn’t had a chance to drop on my parent’s house. I hope my next holy week would be a better and peaceful one.

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